This week has been crazy, with both ups & downs. The beginning of the week I started school and so far I really am enjoying all of my classes. And I’m actually really liking PEACH, I mean I already knew I was gonna like it but I’m happy that I really do. All the girls seem so nice & genuine and really funny & love talk about sex… just like me! So far so good. I’m taking this class called Transgender Identities and Communities that I’m really excited about. Lots of reading this semester though, I spent about $350 on books and I still have to buy 3 class readers that probably super expensive.. grrr.. the things I do for my education!
The saddest part about this week was that Nick finally left :(. We hung out all friday, which was great. I just helped him pack & we just kissed & cuddled, and we didn’t have sex. It was nice to just kiss & snuggle and enjoy each others company on our last night together. He left saturday and I was kind of freaking out a bit, like oh no he’s gonna forget about me. But I know that’s silly to think and I’m just excited for him and I want him to enjoy it. I was getting nervous because today I hadn’t herd from him, but he finally emailed me and it was just good to hear from him & know that he’s safe.
I also talked to katie for a while on thursday. She has a crush & she was drunk. So we’ll have to see how that works out lol when I talked to her today she tried to deny it.. but I know her too well.
This week is gonna be another busy one. I go back to work, so my schedule is going to be packed as hell. But I’m excited to be back! On friday were going to Good Vibrations with my PEACH class lol yay! This is the perfect time for me to get a new vibrator since nick is away :)
And I don’t wanna move from my bed, bu I have to go to this PEACH meet & greet at someones house. It should be fun. The teachers bringing sangria, so yay for that lol. But first I’m going to go get my tattoo redone. It’s a mustache on my finger :) myself & my four roommates got them together.
I am a male. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. 2 :) I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have piercing in places besides my ears. I have freckles. I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve run away from home. I’ve been kicked out of the house. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I’ve lost a child. I’m in school. I have a job. I’ve fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do/did my homework. I’ve missed a week or more of school. I failed more than 1 class last year. I’ve stolen something from my job. Pens!!! I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve peed from laughing. I’ve snorted while laughing I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve had my pants rip in public I was born with a disease/impairment I’ve gotten stitches/staples. I’ve broken a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I had a serious surgery. I’ve had chicken pox. I’ve had measles I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been to Canada I’ve been to Mexico I’ve been to Niagara Falls. I’ve been to Japan. I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. I’ve been to Europe I’ve been to Africa. I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star I’ve wished on a shooting star I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. I’ve been to a casino. I’ve been skydiving. I’ve gone skinny dipping. I’ve played spin the bottle. I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I’ve crashed a car. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a play. I’ve met someone in person from Facebook. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. I’ve seen the Northern lights. I’ve sat on a roof top at night. I’ve played chicken. I’ve played a prank on someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi. I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I’ve eaten sushi. I’ve been snowboarding. I’m single. I’m in a relationship. I’m engaged. I’m married. I’ve gone on a blind date. I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve gotten divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve kept something from a past relationship. I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex I’ve had a crush on a teacher. I am a cuddler. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve sneaked out of my house. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve cheated on a test. I’ve run a red light. I’ve been suspended from school. I’ve witnessed a crime. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve been arrested. I’ve consumed alcohol. I regularly drink. I’ve passed out from drinking. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. I’ve smoked weed I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them. I’ve eaten shrooms. I’ve popped E. I’ve inhaled Nitrous. I’ve done hard drugs. I have cough drops when I’m not sick. I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. I shut others out when I’m depressed. I take anti-depressants. I have been anorexic or bulimic. I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it. I’ve hurt myself on purpose. I’ve woken up crying. I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I’ve seen someone dying. Someone close to me has committed suicide. I’ve planned my own suicide I’ve attempted suicide. I’ve written a eulogy for myself. I own over 5 rap CDs. I own an iPod or MP3 player. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. I own something from Hot Topic. I own something from Pac Sun. I collect comic books. I own something from Gap.